Tuesday, August 18, 2009

WOULD ANYONE NOTICE
'Pamela Loftis'

to someone i love so much...

If tommorow comes and the coffee isn't made,would anyone notice that I wasn't here.

If you go to get a shirt and find it isn't clean,would you just think that I was being mean?Would you check out the window to see if my car was here,or would you just think that I was somewhere near?

And when dinner was not on time,would you look for me to tell me, you just committed a crime!And when you had to cook for yourself,would you wonder why she's not on time.

And when the phone rings to talk to momma, would you wonder why she didn't answer,or would you just blame her for yet another crime?When night comes, would you say a prayer,or would you just lie there and stare.

Then the next day comes and you find I'm still not here, would you shed a tear?Would you ask yourself, maybe I should have called her more.Or would you just say, she's probably at the store.

And when you finally see that I'm gone for good,would you miss me or wonder why I left?Nobody ever notices, until it's too latethen it's the tears that make you hurt so bad.For you knew this day would come,yet you never prepared.

You say that she knew I loved her,but did she really?Did you pick up the phone when she needed you,or were you just too busy to listen to her pain?

Were you ever proud of her,did you tell her?Or did you say, she knew I loved her.Did you ever call to say how's your day mom?Do you question now,what could I have done to make her feel better?

Took her out somewhere nice or brought her a flowerjust to show her that you love her.

And be a better husband and listen to her more.

Now it's too late, but you have one more chance....
now you can send her flowers and they can sit on her grave,
she won't get to smell them or find a pretty vase yet it may make you feel better.

You see she was always there, to listen,to care and to love with her whole Heart.

And she will leave you all with that,she left here with footsteps on her Heart.

p/s: wahai adam..hargailah hawamu..

Thursday, August 06, 2009

.happiness.


'..happiness is not a destination.. happiness is a journey..'
dear diary..
do you know how hard it is to be happy? real happiness cant be seen through naked eyes. cant be listen with laughter and giggles. happiness comes within you and only you can feel it.
dear diary..
if only you know how 'happy' i am right now...
p/s: somewhere not here.

.aku gigit jari.


innalillah..


masuk hari nie dah 13 kematian dicatatkan sebab H1N1..

hampir setiap hari angka kematian semakin meningkat kan..


aku gigit jari..TAKUT!!


p/s: bila tiba hal macam nie, baru sibuk nak mengira amalan baik..dah cukupkah?kalau amalan buruk, aku pasti mesti terlebih dari cukup..=(

Tuesday, August 04, 2009

.malam yang hening.

malam-malam aku hening..sunyi sepi..tak seperti dulu lagi..


kamu tahu,
aku harap satu hari nanti aku boleh terbang .. tinggi sangat.. biar aku dapat tengok dia..

kamu tahu,
hujan sentiasa membasahi aku.tidur malam tentu tak lena. terkenang apa khabar dia di sana..aduhh sakitnyaa.. betul kata orang, kalau berkasih cubit peha kanan peha kiri pun terasa jua..

kamu tahu,
aku tidak mampu menebak sesuatu kerana Dia lebih tahu..namun,setiap hari aku pasti tidak lupa panjatkan doa.. biar dia sentiasa dirahmati Yang Maha Esa..

malam-malam aku hening..sunyi sepi..tak seperti dulu lagi..

p/s: kini, malam-malam aku tidak hening lagi..tenang mensyukuri..tak seperti dulu lagi..

.bulan jatuh ke riba.

yahooo..
dapat internet di sekolah...boleh la menyelesaikan sgala masalah yg tergendala..
hehhehe
bagai bulan jatuh ke riba..
p/s: sorry. dah lama sgt tak update blog..
 
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