.from yikes to yeay!!.

yeay!! the goal medal is definitely the perfect way to end year 2oo9.

at last. after 20 sole years, waiting patiently for some and criticizing all the way through for most, it is a reward for Malaysia's national football team to kick Vietnam's a** for the goal medal in the Sea Games. though im not the kind of gurl who would eat and sleep with football,just yet, but i felt grateful and proud to be part of it.its like the spirit and soul of winning mix with hope and dream of every single Malaysian.
TWO THUMBS UP!!

people are talking about it.and soon it'll be the benchmark for the team to carve more sweet moments like we used to have.hopefully.=)

Malaysia's football team was drowning, before.people were talking here and there.making comparisons and what not.begins with the conspiracy,discipline till the achievements itself were all chocked. myself also fall for it.afraid of losing again and again.

but people still go to mamak stall to support the team no matter what the result would be..cause bola sepak dekat di hati. i dont have to say it. you'll know yourself how football can drive you crazy like hell.

Malaysia people, may the victory will always with us.

HIDUP BOLA SEPAK!!

.if only you know.

duduk termangu di birai jendela

aku terbuai bingkisan kisah kita

dirobek dan dicarik kesal tidak bertepi

aku terlentok berjuraian sendiri

patah kerana terpisah

basah keluh kesah

jiwa kosong bak patung

berteriak mohon tolong

bisakah?

.a new day for me and you.

SALAM MAAL HIJRAH 1431



a new day opens up to a new me, hopefully.

may Allah bless us in every step all the way.


;)

.jadi selebriti boleh mati.

siapa yang tidak kenal dengan wajah kacak (bagi saya) di atas? Remy Ishak bukan nama asing lagi. semenjak namanya menjadi topik bualan hangat media dan peminat fanatik hampir gila kisah Nur Kasih di tv3 dan wataknya sebagai Mansor Adabi dalam teater Natrah, Remy Ishak bukan 'manusia biasa' lagi. saya dengar dengar beliau sudah diangkat sebagai hero malaya menggantikan Rosyam Nor.waduh..waduh..hebat sungguh penangannya!

memang seronok jadi selebriti kan? baru setahun jagung,sudah terkenal;nama mula mendapat tempat, tawaran berlakon sekejap je dapat.mungkin sebab itu, ramai yang mahu jadi artis. termasuklah kawan kawan penulis (nama anda kekal rahsia).tapi benarkah hidup jadi artis ini sadis?

hampir setiap hari, penulis dan anda semua disaji dengan kisah kurang enak golongan artis; artis kene tipu, artis bercerai, artis mangsa video lucah etc..etc..
dan Remy Ishak tidak terlepas. baru baru ini peminat fanatik Remy dan tidak fanatik juga dikejutkan dengan berita beliau dibelasah beberapa lelaki di hadapan IB selepas teater Natrah.

malang kan? hanya gara gara gosip beliau bercintan dengan Ummi Nazeera,(penulis agak pasti bukan gosip semata) akhirnya lebam biji mata. kan penulis dah kata, jadi selebriti boleh mati! nasib baik cedera ringan sahaja.

IB pun sudah mula berjaga jaga. nak perketatkan kawalan keselamatan, bimbang pisang berbuah dua kali.ini mesti sebab yang dibelasah tu Remy Ishak, cuba kalau Ahmad mat kilang atau Ah Teong jual sayur yang kene belasah, agak agak nya IB terkesan ke? penulis, jangan hentam keromo ye.

tapi jadi selebriti buat money.

bagos farhana (sambil menepuk bahu kiri dengan tangan kanan)

kamu sudah berjaya menulis entri paling banyak pada bulan December jika nak di bandingkan dengan bulan-bulan sebelumnya.

dimana ada kemahuan, di situ ada jalan. senyum bangga~

.lets rethink.

"you cant change the past,but you can ruin the present by worrying about the future"

i was just goggled and i found the quote.no idea who wrote it but it is meaningful and inspirational. at least, for me.i always love to talk about time. how time affects us and how we are affected by time. it all make sense if we sit and think deeply, and i mean very deep to just browse back to what have happen for the past years...

truthfully,i have some regrets. if i have the chance; just one more chance, i wanna go back to those years and alter or adjust a few events.make it better.and my life would be as i want it to be. would it be? no one knows. to cease my pain, i always said to myself: nak wat camna, dah takdir.

cause most of us would believe, if we can control the past, we could control the present and also the future. most of us including myself, would feel sorry for what happened. but the truth is, no one to blame.it is now and here, are the things to worry. the decisions we made today will pay the consequences for tomorrow.

i'll graduated soon, hopefully.i couldn't get out of my mind thinking and worrying of what are in store for me in future.i would say that its the same dilemma faced by new product like us.sigh~ and we will plan, discuss and argue; feel full of anxiety and uneasy of what would happen to us anytime soon.

but now,i have stop.i know because i believe that the things that i have achieved in present will lead me through. so do you. for better or for worse, i should have no regrets. i have made my decisions, and i will bare the consequences.full stop.

p/s: lets go with flow, follow me :)