Thursday, October 15, 2009

.cut the crap.

it has been almost a week since i got back from shah alam. i promised myself to finish chapter 2 in two weeks time as told by Dr Z. but till now, i just wrote a few. i dont want her to get upset or angry towards me.well i have been missing in action for a very long time..hee. sorry Dr Z.

actually i have my own mission. instead of waiting for my debate practice early next month, i thought of working and earn some money of my own. it seems like it will not going to work after all. the tuition centre that i was supposed to work for inform me that i could only start in Disember. impossible to get it through as i would be starting my last semester. so i thought of just be at home. helping mama with the house chores. and i beg my sister to help mama at stall. hehehe.


i have nothing to do at home. after finished washing the dishes (the periuk and mangkuk that mama used to cook nasi lemak and kueh), sweep the floor and vacuum the carpets, my another daily routine would be watching all over again indon sinetron that i love the most.. Intan at @ 15. hehehe. (couldnt help it). i am so bored. to ease the pain i should have started with the chap 2 rite? thought so.


and i should stop blogging and facebooking cause the real cause im at the cc was to find the info for ae.


so cut the crap.

Friday, October 09, 2009

.ada aku kisah.

hati kecil berkata:

ada aku kisah kalau ko kutuk, benci atau meluat tgk badan aku yang gemuk nie!!!
bumi nie takkan jadi lebih baik kalau manusia gemuk dihapuskan..

tapi bumi akan jadi lebih baik kalau orang macam kau dan kau dan kau berhenti mengutuk, membenci dan meluat dengan manusia gemuk..


ada aku kisah..


p/s: hati kecil semakin kecil dengan kata-kata orang!!

.love you or i love you not.

i sit on the floor
and i can see he walks so slow

with his face that glow

together with sorrow

i wanna close my eyes tight
and not to sit by your side
cause when i see u at night

i can feel your bite

i really wanna cry
cause i hate being fry
please tell me why
cause i cannot say goodbye

i hate you but i love you more..


p/s: aku tengah bengang.



Thursday, October 08, 2009

.when it strikes back.

people are talking here and there about how bad and terrible the earth quake that has happened a few days ago in Padang. not to forget the flood which hit Philippines. malaysians feel so sorry for what has happened and we helped them in any ways that people can be helped. the survivors are trying to accept and console themselves for their lost. and at the same time they have to keep on searching for ways to start a new life that will definitely be tough. yup, time flies and one day they would be able to rise. like what is happening in Acheh rite?


but people are also talking here and there about malaysia and indonesia. the accusing part, the marah-marah part between both countries... (i know you know what i know) perhaps people might also think that everything happens for a reason. whether its a bala, or one of mother nature's reminder, no one knows. but the truth lies out there.

as usual ..
people are talking here and there about how thankful we are to be in Malaysia. some people might be affected by the disaster. and we have no room not to be afraid. but you know, nothing is impossible. apart from worrying or hoping that everything that will be fine, lets cherish and share what we have. as a Muslim, we believe that Allah the Almighty will always be with us. just obey and abide the rules. thats it. and InsyaAllah everything will be okay. as a person and a human being, just appreciate what we have~family, friends, neighbors, health, environment etc. take good care of all that. love them..


because we never know when the 'quake' strikes back..



p/s: doakan yang terbaik buat mereka .



.aidil dan fitri.

sudah lama aku menuggu,
akhirnya kau tiba tanpa ku seru.


buat semua...


bulan ramadhan melambai pergi,

syawal menjelang menceria suasana,

ampun dan maaf dari hati,

aku manusia bukan sempurna.

anugerah Illahi kita syukuri,

masa kan datang menjemput nanti.








kalian semua,
ni bukan sahaja masa untuk bersuka ria atau mengumpul duit raya atau melantak tak ingat dunia.. TAPI masa untuk menilai hati, menginsafi diri, dan memaafi sesama insani.

p/s: pesan untuk mengingatkan anda dan diri sendiri.



Wednesday, October 07, 2009

.s.o.r.r.y.

ALERT!!!!


sorry to everyone who has viewed my blog.. i do not have the tyme to update new stories about me and my life.. but not to worry, i'll do it as soon as everythin is settle.. hehhe quite buzy!!


till then.

c u soonn..

p/s: i miss u..
 
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