Thursday, April 30, 2009

.mari berpantun.

Bunga ku tumbuh indah melata,
Sekali di pandang cantik berseri,
Jangan asyik bermain kata,
Nanti padah menimpa diri.


~ peringatan buat buaya-buaya darat di luar sana.pandai betul tanam tebu tepi bibir, ye.tebu entah kemana, mulut bau busuk~


Pembakaran sampah jangan terbuka,
Asap kotor di mana-mana,
Masa bercinta manis belaka,
Bila berkahwin serba tak kena.



~kahwin? tanggungjawab yang bukan kecil. hadapi dengan tabah bagi yang sedang menikmatinya. bagi yang belum seperti saya, sabarlah ya. masanya akan tiba~



saya mahu tidur. moga mimpi indah lagi.


Wednesday, April 29, 2009

.time for a change.


‘Dost thou love life? Then waste not time; for time is the stuff that life is made of’
Benjamin Franklin

we keep reminding ourselves of time. time wakes us when we sleeps soundly. time rings a bell when we fly to high. time motivates us to achieve our own dreams. and time kills when we are not aware of it. we keep saying to ourselves:

‘argh. Menyesalnya tak belajar sungguh-sungguh. Kalau tak, mesti dapat result lagi gempak’
Or

‘eei. Napela aku tak pilih course tu dulu. Kalau tak, tak dela menyesal sekarang’.
Or

‘napela aku tak bukak buku group counseling isnin lepas. Kalau tak, mesti dapat cover banyak chapter.tension!’

hmm. we are surrounded by time. as the quote taken by Benjamin franklin. time is the stuff that life is made of. we always regret of past things and without realizing it, we blame TIME as if it is the reason or cause for everythinbg. i would be very happy if i can travel through a time capsule; and see what my life would be in future if time is taken for granted. so, I would not waste my time as what I usually do. but there is no such thing as that.

time flies. time is not gold. we can buy gold at kedai emas ke apa ke. but, time is precious than gold. time is what we are made of. If we know how to use time wisely, insyaAllah we will lead a better life. time is ours. its time for a change.
p/s: banyak lagi theories aku tak baca nie, kalau la aku bukak buku hari tue..stress!! ahaks~

.mr greedy.



hallo mr greedy,

you eat too much for today. kuey teow hongkong, chicken burger with cheese, milo ice and sirau limau ice for your dinner. look at you belly now? how big it is?



"the weather is too hot now. day and night. feel like sun totally above me!! miss the abg burger near my house. the desire in unbearable. need to buy one. and kuey teow? just want to have a taste of it. nothing much. i finish everything"


~ bila manusia lapar kalau boleh rumput dan daun pun nak makan. sesal dahulu pendapatan sesal kemudian tidak berguna. tamak haloba rakan syaitan~



Tuesday, April 28, 2009

.more than words.

time: 8.30pm
venue: bilik panas

seingat aku baru pagi tadi aku karang puisi airmata, tiba-tiba malam ini aku pula berendam air mata. terlalu deras air yang mengalir sampai aku rasa mesti penuh satu baldi kalau ditadah. baju aku lencun dibasahi peluh.aduhh, perit betul aku rasa. sampai naik sesak hidung dan anak tekak. tapi aku percaya airmata itu berbaloi.



aku selalu marah kepada siapa yang bercakap tanpa befikir. sedap betul cakap apa mereka suka tanpa meneka apa perasaan mereka yang mendengarnya. tapi, aku juga buat benda yang sama. lebih parah, bila kita lukakan insan yang kita sayang~ibu.ayah.kakak.abang. dan si dia.



bak kata Pujangga:"Berfikir sejenak, merenung masa lalu adalah permulaan yang baik untuk bertindak."



manusia tidak akan pernah sedar dan tahu kelemahan diri selagi tidak menoleh ke belakang. bagi aku, kata-katalah perisai dan pembunuh manusia. terlajak perahu boleh di undur, terlajak kata buruk padahnya. ni lah padah yang aku terima. menangis sampai bengkak mata.


p/s: hati saya untuk kamu.



.puisi airmata.

nukilan: nurfarhananasri


airmata

penghilang duka

pengubat jiwa

pembawa lara

tapi

gelisah dan resah merenggut hati

jangan ia jatuh lagi

~ish.entah apa2 entah. mood swing sana sini ~



p/s: penulis blog nyanyian hujan jika terbaca puisi tidak seberapa ini, harap tidak keberatan menulis komentar ye. hehe










.for us to ponder.


time: almost 5.30 am.
must not sleep or else, my subuh prayer alamatnya bye2 la..
so i googled in the net and found this..





“Cinta itu suci, cinta itu tidak buta, cinta itu kepunyaan Tuhan….. Yang tidak suci dan buta itu adalah orang yang salah menggunakannya…. cinta itu ibarat peperangan mudah dimulai dan sulit diakhiri….”(HAMKA)

for us to ponder..

.missing adelaide.


adelaide airport, australia.. MAS airlines. leaving Malaysia..sobsob




how beautiful the scenary, huh? can you get this in Malaysia?


seeing is beleiving. a rainbow just in front of my house. damn beautiful!!

18 ozone parade.. 1001 memories-sweet and bitter! for those who know about it credit for you..


far away from you..huhuhu
memories in adelaide.. syukur alhamdulillah akhirnya dapat juga berhijrah ke negara orang..
insyaAllah kalau ada rezeki aku nak sambung master di sana..terima kasih kepada uitm kerana memberi peluang ini..
skemakan..
ahaks~





fanatic?

hmm.
have you ever feel so in love with something? perhaps your most favorite movie, songs from your favourite singer or story books that can make you laugh and cry at the same time? have you ever feel like killing yourself if the desire is not fulfill?

i have. i am so in love with INTAN! hey, im not a lesbian. but i am now totally hook up with indonesian sinetron-Intan. it makes my life crazy. i could not stop from watching the drama (dat i hv download from the youtube) almost everyday! it makes me smile, cry, angry and stress! but i still jeopardise my sleep just because of it. i even ask my friends to call me by the name intan..
huhuhu. what have you done to me? fanatic am i?

it is not wrong to be fanatic to something or someone. but please please do not do something that can hurt you and your loved ones just because of your lunatic desire, kan? like people who go to a concert, gigs, football match or what not would rather die if they fail to meet their favourite ones.. that is what i call the fanatic loser..sigh~

people. if you do not have something to be so fanatic about, maybe you should find one.
it is worth it, especially when you are too stress and tension with exam papers that are so damn hard!!

p/s: intan is currently shown at Astro Prima every 11.00 pm. jangan lupa siaran ulangan jam 4.00pm setiap hari isnin hingga jumaat ok.

selamat menonton=)

.the first step.

hallo..

salam. this is my first new entry for the blog. huhuhu. I have never thought that I would create my own blog - it has never come accross my mind. seeing others blogging, reading others posts, giggling and criticising trigger me to make such attempt. Honestly, I am too far behind my friends who have earlier posted their blogs..shame on me! but, it is never too late to start something new, right?

ahaks~



so enjoy my piece of thoughts ok?

=)
 
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